Thursday, September 6, 2012


For those of you still reading... I have a confession.

I thought it was getting better, but it never really leaves.  I never stop wanting to be a mom.  I never stop longing.

So fuck it.

Adam and I are currently in the seriously-fucking-considering stages of fostering a child.  We've found one already... not that I'm guaranteed to get her placed with us but ever since I saw her bio... she's been on my mind and in my heart.  I don't plan on posting much about her here for her privacy (especially since right now I don't even have her permission) but she's been through hell and I'd like very much to give her a safe space and try to help her reach past her troubles to her potential.

He's sitting on it for a few days.  I hope to know this weekend whether we'll be looking into the classes or not.  Will update again then and let everyone know where we stand.



  1. That would be AMAZING! What a beautiful new role. Many thoughts and good vibes.

  2. I know you don't know me but I've been following you for months now (originally from BabyCenter). Just want you to know that I'm hoping you finally get what you deserve the most...motherhood. You will be one kick-ass mom and any child will be so lucky to have the 2 of you as parents :)