Thursday, September 6, 2012


For those of you still reading... I have a confession.

I thought it was getting better, but it never really leaves.  I never stop wanting to be a mom.  I never stop longing.

So fuck it.

Adam and I are currently in the seriously-fucking-considering stages of fostering a child.  We've found one already... not that I'm guaranteed to get her placed with us but ever since I saw her bio... she's been on my mind and in my heart.  I don't plan on posting much about her here for her privacy (especially since right now I don't even have her permission) but she's been through hell and I'd like very much to give her a safe space and try to help her reach past her troubles to her potential.

He's sitting on it for a few days.  I hope to know this weekend whether we'll be looking into the classes or not.  Will update again then and let everyone know where we stand.