For those of you still reading... I have a confession.
I thought it was getting better, but it never really leaves. I never stop wanting to be a mom. I never stop longing.
So fuck it.
Adam and I are currently in the seriously-fucking-considering stages of fostering a child. We've found one already... not that I'm guaranteed to get her placed with us but ever since I saw her bio... she's been on my mind and in my heart. I don't plan on posting much about her here for her privacy (especially since right now I don't even have her permission) but she's been through hell and I'd like very much to give her a safe space and try to help her reach past her troubles to her potential.
He's sitting on it for a few days. I hope to know this weekend whether we'll be looking into the classes or not. Will update again then and let everyone know where we stand.
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